“Wow. I love this person more than life itself. Every moment we spend together is like all the light in the heavens exploding inside our every atom. We are each other’s universe; every breath we share is in anticipation of the next. And we’re finally getting married. If only the most glorious day in our [...]

If you don’t know, Omegle is a website in which you chat with random strangers. And it’s REAL fun to fuck with people (by the way, “you” is me):
Stranger: hi
You: Presevervation of spiders and their kin must be in liquid, either 80% grain alcohol or 70-80% isopropyl alcohol, as these animals are soft bodied and [...]

This might not matter to anyone but me, but it’s my blog, so I’ll write. I’m not entirely sure many people read this anyway. For a long time (rough estimate, 5+ years…) I’ve had major problems with anxiety. To the point where I am losing my mind over things that I shouldn’t really care about. [...]

I hadn’t checked my livejournal in quite some time, so I thought I would today. And I saw this:

You know, just in case I’d forgotten.
Fuck.

I love you, Danica.

From this:

To this:

It’s my birthday. So I thought I’d take a moment to reflect a bit. I have been alive for 26 years. I’ve done some shit along the way. I have actually done some pretty cool shit when I think about it. I haven’t had any schooling past high school, and while I sometimes look back [...]

“Like a kiss, soft, and wild with the delicate steps of petals fallen into a stream
This swirling ballerina turns in a faint and sighing grandeur
Across the floor to me.
A monarch plays the violin to a summer’s afternoon
Whilst quietly the earthworm adores the soil in winter’s sparkling gloom
It breaks away, growing as the flowers do.
A thunderhead [...]

Sorry, friends. My computer has been “down” (I spilled beer in my keyboard).
So what’s up? Oh me? I got “laid off” from my job. They wanted to fire me, but couldn’t. Long story.
And now, I’m unemployed. Before you say anything like “Aw, I’m so sorry!” keep in mind that while yes, I loved my job, [...]